Sadness and Indecision

Haay… the picture is enough to convey what I feel right now.

Something that I thought would make me happy suddenly doesn’t seem to turn out that way. Wish that this was all in the my mind.

Lasinggero…

A couple nights back, my friends hanged-out at my place. As a jest, I said that if possible, we should not drink tonight. We’ve been drinking almost frequently and usually, the session finishes at around 2 or 3 am. So… 15 minutes has passed, then 30.. then, my friend said “Taena, walang nangyayari sa’tin, inum!”. At parang biglang nagliwanag ang mundo…sabay-sabay naming sinabing “OO!” Hehehe…

Beer has been a big part of my life recently. Everything seems so dull without the haziness caused by it. Though I try not overdo things, there are certain occassions where I go home pissed drunk. Thank God, I didn’t do anything embarassing (as far as memory serves me right. 🙂 ) Usually, what I craved for when I drink beer is the company I drink it with and the feeling of contentment. Being with friends, getting drunk and having absolute fun.

But recently, because of this frequent activity, i grew a beer gut. It’s huge and it’s making me freaking conscious. Sure, I still look cute (naks! buhat ng sariling bangko). Healthy wise, I am not… healthy that is.

So… is it time to start dieting again? Going to gym? Exercise? Haay…i hope so. To loose this gut, i need to sacrifice the contentment, company and the exilir itself. Here’s to me and dieting…Kampay! (hehehe..)

An Image…

As a test…will post a picture of me (hehehe…vain). One that displays a angle in which I am particularly interested in…an angle that makes me look thin. 🙂

Tada! Shot in cavite during a friend’s wedding reception.

Again..again..

They say it’s the girl’s prerogative to change their minds…really? Hehehe… guys have that too. So, this is me, again, in another blog, leaving the old one behind and setting up this new one. Why “..and I said what??”? (kalito ba?) Nothing really. I didn’t pour much thought on an appropriate title for a blog. Let’s just say that I might be thinking or implying that thought (me not knowing what I said) in this blog, frequently. So… let’s begin.