..and I said what??
my thoughts and ramblings…again..Archive for Emote
laid-back
i am content..right now..contradiction right? i guess so..
a year older, a year wiser? sort-of…
i am thankful for the past year, for everything that happened..
i am looking forward to this year…because i have hope and faith…
and that’s enough for me…for now…
Sigh…
sometimes, no matter how mature you think you are, you’ll never escape “adolescent” emotions…I am envious..inggit… haaay..it sucks to be this immature at 32…
Paalam..
Long overdue post…
Ang daming nangyari.. and marami pa atang mangyayari..
Changes are due, Adjustments will be made..
Masyado atang madami
The silence in the area is eerie.. I miss the morning music blaring, people in the pantry arguing over who’s team won, morning cartoons, cedie ang munting prinsiper, princess sarah, fear factor, kahit basketball (UAAP, PBA) kahit na di ako naiintindihan.
The words said by the Leaders left tears freely flowing from my eyes..di nakontrol.. 3 years + worth of memories…
There are regrets, gimiks that I should’ve come, overtime spent just to catch up with them with the latest “chismiz”
Saying goodbye is hard..
Here’s wishing you guys the Best!!!
“When God is trying to move us from one level to the next, we almost always have to be separated from something that we are strongly attached to. You can’t go where you want to go and stay where you are. But keep in mind that whatever God is asking you to give up and go thru, he will give you the strength to handle”…
One liners
If i’m half the man I’m suppose to be, I’d be there and sweep you off your feet.. inspite of distance, time and cirscumstances
..serious sentiment..hehehe.. ;p
I’m back…
I’ve gone back to SJB Chorale… Yep, I will be, again, busy with singing, will be having sweaty palms and weak knees. Nervousness will be as frequent as everyday coffee. I am excited and challeged to learn new songs, tough pieces I can only dream of singing, and yet, also hesistant in singing these, knowing that they are not for the “church”.
You see, I left the group 3 or 4 years ago because they were steering into directions of “fame” and “recognition” which, being an avid bukas palad fan, I was not particularly interested in. I was more into Church songs. We had, a sort-of, falling-out with the choirmaster. We were friends but we have different views on leading the group. I was the Coordinator at that time. Half of the old members left because they shared what I thought the group should focus on, mainly church service. Don’t get me wrong, they didn’t forget their service to God but their focus was on other things, competitions, tours, concerts. Still, I remained an avid fan, because I was friends with most of the them and of the choirmaster and, they were really good. The way we sounded before was far from what they sounded now, almost poles-apart.
So, I’m back, due to insistent (not really) demand of a friend/member and the chance to tour with them next in Canada (hehehe..ulterior motive, my family is there!). Inspite of the things I still see, echoes of the what happened in the past, I still believe that group will rise above it. For in the end, i am still their biggest fan…
