They say christmas is for kids and believe me, I know that. It hasn’t been that merry for me for the past years. Di naman lubusang malungkot pero di rin lubusang masaya. Tama lang kung baga.. Na mi-miss ko yung feeling na wala akong inaabangan sa buong taon maliban sa pasko.

Now, as an adult, the only thing I look forward to is the 13th month / bonus(es) and it scares me.

I don’t want my happiness to depend on wealth and material things. My life is so focus on money and spending it. Utang d2, charge duon, hala..

I’m asking for prayers.. dahil hindi ko ito gusto.. i don’t want my christmas to be shallow.

Lord help!